I've always been the kind who takes friendships seriously , In my younger days , i've been struggling to find out who's my true friend and who's not . Again and again , i've been through all sorts of disappointment . Backstabers and stuffs like that . Yet , I never gave up hope for someday i'd find someone worthy of my friendship and what i have to offer , Years have passed and i realize i've grown , Not to be that naive , not to believe anyone easily , not to open up to anyone . But i must say , I'm still on my way to find that one person who can be there for me in my time of need , be truthful at all times , be there on happy occasions and gloomy ones , listen to me when i need to talk , to lend me a shoulder when tears won't stop pouring , agree with me even though i'm wrong . All those shit .
It would be a lie if i said that it didn't hurt me anymore . I seriously have no idea what went wrong , But it seems that you're so much happier with them so i shan't stand in your way of happiness . I wish you all the best in life , i'm letting you go now because i cannot have my heart ache anymore . Maybe i haven't been a good friend to you . Your words were like sharp spears , yet you're acting like nothing happen , so that's how it's gonna be :) Nothing did happen . and i apologize for any damage caused .
