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Oh hello bloggie ! It's been a pretty long time since i last typed something here . Life has been pretty busy with fun stuff ! Hahahah , I'll post up some pics later ... or mayb when i have time :D 

There are things i want to say but there's just no privacy anymore . It's sad to see something so wonderful to be kept hidden like that . Sometimes i wish you can tell me what's the matter . Sometimes i just feel like giving up . Sometimes i don't wanna care anymore . Sometimes , i wish things were the same . I wish things were the way i thought it was . Just sometimes , I wish you thought about me . About my feelings. 

Sometimes i wish i could tell you what i'm thinking but i'm afraid that we'll get into a big quarrel . Mayb it's just not that easy being with me . I don't know but i really do treat you the very best i could , maybe it's just not enough (?)

Ma ku never thought i'll be this emo . LOL ! Hahaha anyway , i've been missing you since you left , is this what i think it is?  (: Looking forward for your arrival . Teehee , The little things really DO matter . You make me wanna . . . . . ` :D

Bullcrap

I give up ! I don't care anymore . mlm

Just a thought :D

Woke up kinda early today and decided to lay in bed for a little while and decided to think about you . 

Which i haven't done in a while . (: 

The memory of our very first date played vividly in my mind. You and i were both shy towards each other . As the hours go by , things began to heat up and soon we were best of friends . As the sun goes down and the moon came up it was time for us to bid goodbye and depart for now . I will never forget the way you looked at me when i had to go .

The next thing that came to mind was the day you decided to leave , all was good untill you gave my a kiss to remember you by and you told me that you cannot be with me anymore . I was devastated , heart broken . But i manage to pick myself up after all that bullcrap you put me through but i cannot find one reason for me to hate you . Yet i still continued on loving you . 

And they say first love is the deepest .

It's funny because you weren't my first boyfriend , but you were the first guy to ever show me what love means , what love is , and i thank you for that . 

Thank you for being my first love , my deepest (: 

Super short update :D

Happy Raya all ! :D i don't think i'm late right ? It's only the 3rd day . So anyways , Was busy lately but still manage to go visit a few houses xD okay la here are the pics LOL !

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Where's my blogging mojo ?

Long post ahead :0

I'm back from the weekends (x had an awesome yet tiring weekend , Spend most of my time with my brother and friends :D i can't recall what i did on sunday . But went to mcD for lunch on monday and saw , my Dalring and her group of friends . After that went camera hunting , was soooooo close to buying one but then my brother had good reasons why i shouldn't buy YET . So went to shop for some other things , And then headed to a friend's house TO MAPLE ! <3 i am so in love with maple all over AGAIN :D

after few hours of shiokness , went home to have dinner . And over to my aunt's place . Had a sleepover . Then maple maple maple till 5 in the morning . Slept for two hours and continue mapling till noon and back to mcD for lunch AGAIN . Hai bu fattttt omfg == anyway , parkson damn packed . Kanasai , thought there won't be anyone there kok . After lunch , Went shopping again ! Bought three pairs of flats :3 TEEHEE , and then went to merdeka mall . Nothing much there lo . Bought Rm1 sugar bun ice cream . Hahahaha , The rest of the day is boring . You don't wanna know . Gonna end my post with a pic of mine HAHAHAHAH . 

P/S Please don't use it as your wallpaper thanks :3