I wish i didn't know .

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , been pretty cranky the whole morning . Maybe it's the lack of sleep i'm getting . 

I don't know what are you doing ,

I don't know what are you trying to prove ,

I don't know why can't you see how wrong it is ,

I seriously have no idea why is this happening to you , 

How it happened , Why it happened . Was shocked when i found out . And now since i know about it , I can't bring myself to talk about it to anyone . To be honest i'm ashamed , But i know one thing for sure that it is real and it's a fact that i have to live up to .

To keep this from people is killing me inside , I didn't know it would bother me this much . Everytime i lied pretending not to know anything makes me suffocate . At times i really wish i could just blur it all out . Just to get it out of my chest . But i couldn't and i wouldn't because i care for you . Everytime i watch you fall , I pray that one day , you might be able to open your eyes and look . Hoping that one day you might return .

I've tried my best over and over again trying to protect you . And again i will , try to , But if you're not helping yourself , i'm sure no one else can . It's not fair for me to want this change for you . I really hope that you will want this more instead of me .  It's for the better . I promise . If only you knew what i'm feeling . But . .

No matter what happen , I will always be there for you .

P/S Do not try to ask nor bring this issue up . What has been written shall be left unspoken . I.mean.it

Packed schedule (;

Supp bloggie (x

Just got back from church , Finally finish with the performance , I wouldn't say that it was the best one i've done , But it was at least a new experience . Thank God i had my darling there supporting me . (L) Woohoo . Went for breakfast at 0800 am this morning with ze` musketeers cause two of our friends will be going back to their hometown . For like one week == LOLs , i guess we just love our group too much . Hor ? :D Cause i know i do . After breakfast , headed home straight cause i have to work :O After work , went out for lunch with parents and then off to church with dalring xD Went to shop for food , came back change and then , to church again for the performance that i just mention . Tiring day much . I suppose that's it ? I'm beat , gonna hit the hay alright , tataa ! Oh before that , here are a few pics of the day :P

P/S Hope someone's date went well
P/ss Glad that you guys arrived safely (:

Friday night at home 0:

Friday night , and i'm at home , bummmer :o it's been a really long time since i've stayed home on weekends , aiyaa friday also can consider as weekends what . Right ? So anyway , it's seriously a bore to be at home . Even though there's facebook and all but it's uberly tooo quiet . I'm sure everyone's having a good time . I for one have nothing to do ): there's some lame rehearsal later at 0930 PM . I've been trying to download maple to my pc but seems like nothing is working . Maybe it's fated . Since i'm such a hardcore mapler /: 

You know , i've been thinking . Despite the shit that happen for the past few weeks , I think i've learn a few things that is really useful in life . I've found myself pretty matured compared to the last year me . Maybe i'm still a little childish and a little wild at times , not to forget funny :P but i see myself growing . *takes bow 

hmm , Been super vulgar lately , have no idea why , but that attitude gotta go .

 

We is the awesomemest liao ♡ musketeers (:

 Yeaps , celebrated our third monthsary last night . Had some location issues at first , But all was good in the end . Had our dinner at a place name Citrus . Didn't take any pictures of the place cause apparently we were too busy being vain . Wuahahah . After dinner headed over to Happy . It's like disneyland :0 went to play pool and some how , someone was really high lo . I have nooooo idea what happen == but overall had a GREAT TIME ! Wheeee . If you wanna view the pics just > SQUEEZE (: If you can't view it then , your bad lo . Cause you ain't in my facebook friends list . Muahahha

Pictures of The Guys and The Girls :D

 

P/s i is lazy to upload pics here . :D

First blog post oi (L)

 I know i said that i will delete my old blog , but i've decided to let it say and move over here . Don't ask me why because there's no answer to that . I haven't been on the net for quite sometime now , due to laziness and technical problem . Wuahahah , But it's good to be back again never thought that i couldn't survive without the internet == i've just realize that blogspot did some renovations . Seems nicer , wuahaha . Before ending my first and utterly boring post , show you a funny pic la ! :3

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See that cat's ham face == Funny dao oi x)

P/s if you haven't notice , i think there's no need for chatbox right ? ;P