What's this shitz

It's funny how i think of you so much more day after day . I tried to reason myself for this odd behavior but it's unexplainable . But i kinda like it . ;D Its been a while since i felt like this . Feels odd , but in a good way , Hmm . I can't really put it into words nor ways . Omg i sound so cheesy -.- But anyways . I hope everything goes well . Can't wait for you to get back soon . We still have a date to go on ! Remember ? :D
God bless . Xo's

It's alright it's okay i'm so much better without you ;D

Yup we're drifting away , I thought things would be better when i told you about it . Coming clean and all , But it seems that you've fallen really far this time . At least i know i'm not the one who failed . I tried , But mayb it's not enough , Or maybe you're just doing it on purpose , if that's the way you want it , to be away . Then it's fine with me . You've always prefer them rather than me anyway . Hahah , I won't force you . You can befriend whom ever you want . I'm done being the good guy .



 ON THE OTHER HAND , i'm running out of time to perfect my performance . OMFG , i'm super excited but soooooo nervous . I hope i can do it in time . Muahahah wish me luck .



P/s P/s !
I miss him :)


OH YA ! It's christmas eve , Can't wait to celebrate it in church tonight . Oh yeaa babeh ! ♡

Oh the christmas spirit !

Caroling was awesomeeeeeeeeee despite the rain and storm , I'm glad we did it . Tonight's the last night already . It's so sad :( Wished it'd last longer , but it's alright cause it's gonna be christmas soon ! Can't wait . It's sad to see people interpreting the wrong meaning of christmas  , Christmas isn't about the presents , santa clause , christmas trees .  It's about our faith . Our belief , The birthday of Jesus . People who are celebrating for the wrong reasons are missing out the awesome part .  Oh well , It's really nice being able to be involved in church . Being with awesome people just like me . HA HA HA HA HA .

P/s
I've been thinking about you (: 

Can't wait to hang out soon :*

Loyalty :)

And you were saying something about my attitude ? Hahahah , Do you now know what loyalty means ? Pfft , trying to buy people's heart with your lame tricks . You're just someone whom no one actually bother talking to . But thanks to me , things changed till you blew everything , Now you're trying to collect the pieces , Sorry la boss i guess you're back to square one . A nobody . Please don't go around lying to the same circle of people . Now that's pathetic . LOL !

Worthless

It seriously pisses me off when someone does something seriously childish , somemore if you are a friend of mine . So now you're gonna make me look like the bad guy ? I don't give a damn , You have yet a lot more to learn . I don't care what you do or say , I hope you read this cause i want to let you know how disappointed i am . Things that you've said before sounded so wise , mature but in fact you're just some kid trying to act all immature just to prove something . I must say , i've regretted knowing you . And i thought we could remain as good friends , guess i was wrong again . Oh well ,

 

Matt lanter ❤❥♡

Feeling so much better after being away from the computer for a few days and just hanging out with my friends . It doesn't matter if someones puts you second in everything or anything . Because others might put you first at all times . So don't let one person bring you down if she/he doesn't deserve you . Sometimes , letting go is the best you can do . Forgive and forget might not be a bad thing too .

What i have to say i'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkk . No more emo liao lah . Hehe . I'm broke . LOL
p/s so nice the pants I WANT ! ):

BTWWWWWWWW , 90210 is back ! Wuahaahha

OH YAAAAAAAA , btw

MATT LANTER SOOOOOOOOOOO HAWT ❤❥♡

Ttfe

I've always been the kind who takes friendships seriously , In my younger days , i've been struggling to find out who's my true friend and who's not . Again and again , i've been through all sorts of disappointment . Backstabers and stuffs like that . Yet , I never gave up hope for someday i'd find someone worthy of my friendship and what i have to offer , Years have passed and i realize i've grown , Not to be that naive , not to believe anyone easily , not to open up to anyone . But i must say , I'm still on my way to find that one person who can be there for me in my time of need , be truthful at all times , be there on happy occasions and gloomy ones , listen to me when i need to talk , to lend me a shoulder when tears won't stop pouring , agree with me even though i'm wrong . All those shit . 

It would be a lie if i said that it didn't hurt me anymore . I seriously have no idea what went wrong , But it seems that you're so much happier with them so i shan't stand in your way of happiness . I wish you all the best in life , i'm letting you go now because i cannot have my heart ache anymore . Maybe i haven't been a good friend to you . Your words were like sharp spears , yet you're acting like nothing happen , so that's how it's gonna be :) Nothing did happen . and i apologize for any damage caused .